I remember a man, tall, strong, so big for a small girl.
I remember a man always hold my hand wherever we go, short a long distance, even through the coridor of our house.
I remember a man hold me tight, kiss me before i left, every single time, warm and full of love.
I remember a man sleeping deeply next to me, arms around, heavy breath, strong heart.
I remember a man always try to surprise me but not sucess cuz I predict them all.
I remember a man appear in front of my school soon in the morning with breakfast and milk, or lunch in the afternoon.
I remember a man take me everywhere I want, whispering in my ears that he loves me, sounds hard to say, but so mean it.
I remember a man saying he love me, ask me permission to be beside me, take care and protect me.
I remember a man come over from a long distance of our houses just to take me out to buy some stuffs then back home.
I remember a man say “I got your back”, “are you happy today ? I just want to make you happy everyday like this”, always.
I remember a man working so hard, thinking too much, trying to build a future for both of us.
I remember a man still wearing the bracelets i made for you, even in the cold, silent moment you left me in.
I remember a man left me in silent, no word, no text, just when i can be aware of how much he loved me, more than i could know.
But baby, I love you the same way, same amount, more than you could know too. All i can do now is hoping you be good soon and waiting.
All good things come to those who wait. Right ?
Back, and I can hold you, like forever and ever. This is just a rough step of our lifetime journey. Baby, I’m waiting here.
I remember a man, my man.